I never thought you'd find out about this place. I know not if you'd visit soon.

Just that, I think about you so many times. So many odd hours of the day.

When you were in my life, nothing made sense.
Now that you're gone, everything does.
I trace every aching feeling to you.

I don't miss you anymore. I'm past that phase. But I just remember.
That memory is difficult to wipe away.

No more do I pray that you be fine wherever you are.

If you're reading this sometime, somewhere in life, remember that I remember you.

*Background music* *Words by Skylar Grey*

~ Dedicated

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZku7yyALbc

Wherever you are, I pray you be happy
Will never forgive for the damage you've done
Yet I pray you be happy
*finally moved on* ...

Keith!
What a strange movie it was...
half understood, half percepted..
oh god, why did it remind me of you...
The guy was a jerk! Ruined the girl. Reminded me of you? Baaah!!! 
It was strange. Living life on the edge.. like any moment you gonna leave me.. and yes! you did! But maybe for my own good?

Maybe yes!
or maybe i dont know... 
lets go to bed. Goodnight =]

Ah!
I've beared so much pain for you. Don't know why I feel it today..

This is just to say Happy New Year. Though I care not whether its a happy one or not. You're long dead and gone to me. You deserve it :)

Its always you
me in you
Some drops of dew
But they're sweeter tonight
Cause i know they'd gimme sleep tonight
Cause its only when you suffer, there lies happiness beneath
At the hands of this day
But maybe a better tomorrow
If not in reality
I hold dreams
They won't come true
....the drops of dew
But you know that they are..sweeter tonight
Cause i know they'd gimme me sleep tonight...



I loved you amit (: 

There's so much of life, we spent together
That a lifetime it'll take to forget you..
I'm so full of thoughts again
I'm so full of you again...
Trying to mend the damage you've done
This gloom around
melancholy bound
For i see no shooting stars in the sky
Your wet lips, begin to dry
Can i touch you
No! Don't let me
For i accept you're gone
far away with the winds..
far away from this soil..
yet some closer to me..
The world weeps your departure
Yet i smile ...
Yes i smile 
For i'd live till the end of fall
Loving you, wanting you ..
Your widow of smile, your widow of darkness
Your widow of faith... your widow of love ...