There's so much of life, we spent together
That a lifetime it'll take to forget you..
I'm so full of thoughts again
I'm so full of you again...
Trying to mend the damage you've done
This gloom around
melancholy bound
For i see no shooting stars in the sky
Your wet lips, begin to dry
Can i touch you
No! Don't let me
For i accept you're gone
far away with the winds..
far away from this soil..
yet some closer to me..
The world weeps your departure
Yet i smile ...
Yes i smile 
For i'd live till the end of fall
Loving you, wanting you ..
Your widow of smile, your widow of darkness
Your widow of faith... your widow of love ...

Sometimes I feel like I'm a bird with broken wings,

at times I dread my life and everything I've been.

A daughter, a lover, a friend , a foe

Everything i did, a big bad show.

I smile, yet I smile, mocking those spirits who press me to smile.

Ugliness conquers me ... I think evil, I think vile !

The day's idle reverie,

me ... a fading memory ...

The wicked world smiles, these eyes rain,

the spirit in me, bound in chains.

But look within me, deep within me

A trace of goodness, no one could ever see.

A trace of virtue, a trace of glee,

the seeds of love, you planted in me ...

Take me away,

from this world astray,

Hold my hand, come what may.

A higher earth than dawn,

maybe the heaven's stair

Today I wanna live once again ...

i wanna live that "magic in air" :')