27 April, 2017 - 1:29pm

So, there's this mini power cut sort of a thing at office (which has happened for the first time). There's this dimly lit ambience at my cubicle. I LOVE it. Wish it could always be like this. :D

Anyway, I just felt like expressing. Basically, talking to someone. I could not figure out who would be the most ideal person to have this conversation with. I feel like smoking right now. Ravi is gone. (He's leaving the company pretty soon as well :() I don't know whom else to ask. There are so many friends at office; I just don't feel like bothering anyone.

On another note, I've enjoyed my previous task of doing the CSP Implementation for DMICmd. This makes me think. Am I ready to give up coding yet? The ability, the want, to write a piece of code. There is no grey area here. Either there's an error or there isn't. Either your program runs, or it doesn't. Let's say, I wanna get into Management. Will I experience the same type of luxury to decide whether something is absolutely right or wrong?

God knows.

Anyone, I'm at office. Before someone catches me doing this, let's get off here.

Bye bye.

Let's hope we continue having conversations. :)

For a friend who's lost someone...

And I’m hurting tonight

And I’m bleeding tonight

Could I ever make this right

Could I ever make it up

Make it up for the things I never do

Make it up for times I screw

Make it up for the months passed by

Making it up, this once I try

I know you’re gone

So far away

So far away that I can never hold you again

So far away that every inch of me is in pain

Pain that echoes out loud

Pain in which I drown

But all I’m thinking right now

Is a chance

A possibility

A shot

A hope

That shimmers

Glimmers, like the faintest starlight

That could bring us back

Back from the ashes 

Of sorrow

Desolation

Into the dreaming light of the sunrise

But all these thoughts

My mind tricking me in a reverie

As the chemicals pour in my veins

Wanting to feel numb

Phlegmatic

To what has happened

To what went wrong

To tranquilize

This melancholy

‘Cause I’m hurting tonight

‘Cause I’m bleeding tonight