27 April, 2017 - 1:29pm

So, there's this mini power cut sort of a thing at office (which has happened for the first time). There's this dimly lit ambience at my cubicle. I LOVE it. Wish it could always be like this. :D

Anyway, I just felt like expressing. Basically, talking to someone. I could not figure out who would be the most ideal person to have this conversation with. I feel like smoking right now. Ravi is gone. (He's leaving the company pretty soon as well :() I don't know whom else to ask. There are so many friends at office; I just don't feel like bothering anyone.

On another note, I've enjoyed my previous task of doing the CSP Implementation for DMICmd. This makes me think. Am I ready to give up coding yet? The ability, the want, to write a piece of code. There is no grey area here. Either there's an error or there isn't. Either your program runs, or it doesn't. Let's say, I wanna get into Management. Will I experience the same type of luxury to decide whether something is absolutely right or wrong?

God knows.

Anyone, I'm at office. Before someone catches me doing this, let's get off here.

Bye bye.

Let's hope we continue having conversations. :)

For a friend who's lost someone...

And I’m hurting tonight

And I’m bleeding tonight

Could I ever make this right

Could I ever make it up

Make it up for the things I never do

Make it up for times I screw

Make it up for the months passed by

Making it up, this once I try

I know you’re gone

So far away

So far away that I can never hold you again

So far away that every inch of me is in pain

Pain that echoes out loud

Pain in which I drown

But all I’m thinking right now

Is a chance

A possibility

A shot

A hope

That shimmers

Glimmers, like the faintest starlight

That could bring us back

Back from the ashes 

Of sorrow

Desolation

Into the dreaming light of the sunrise

But all these thoughts

My mind tricking me in a reverie

As the chemicals pour in my veins

Wanting to feel numb

Phlegmatic

To what has happened

To what went wrong

To tranquilize

This melancholy

‘Cause I’m hurting tonight

‘Cause I’m bleeding tonight

I never thought you'd find out about this place. I know not if you'd visit soon.

Just that, I think about you so many times. So many odd hours of the day.

When you were in my life, nothing made sense.
Now that you're gone, everything does.
I trace every aching feeling to you.

I don't miss you anymore. I'm past that phase. But I just remember.
That memory is difficult to wipe away.

No more do I pray that you be fine wherever you are.

If you're reading this sometime, somewhere in life, remember that I remember you.

*Background music* *Words by Skylar Grey*

~ Dedicated

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZku7yyALbc

Wherever you are, I pray you be happy
Will never forgive for the damage you've done
Yet I pray you be happy
*finally moved on* ...

Keith!
What a strange movie it was...
half understood, half percepted..
oh god, why did it remind me of you...
The guy was a jerk! Ruined the girl. Reminded me of you? Baaah!!! 
It was strange. Living life on the edge.. like any moment you gonna leave me.. and yes! you did! But maybe for my own good?

Maybe yes!
or maybe i dont know... 
lets go to bed. Goodnight =]

Ah!
I've beared so much pain for you. Don't know why I feel it today..

This is just to say Happy New Year. Though I care not whether its a happy one or not. You're long dead and gone to me. You deserve it :)